06/30 2010

“The truth about girls; we act like we’re cold so you’ll hold us. Gossip isn’t a sin, it’s an art. The word “bitch” doesn’t mean much to us. When we say we’re fine, we’re usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We’re never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don’t show it. We’re confusing, and you’ll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we’re beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don’t care, we usually do. We’ll mess with your head. If we say that nothing’s wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you’ll be all wrong.”

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06/22 2010

Because I’m tired!

Okay. I am making another post here at Tumblr, because someone, *coughyouknowwhoyouarecough* told me that he hasn’t seen any of my recent posts here, which actually made sense, because I even forgot when was the last time I blogged here. And I think this will be a nice way to unwind a little. I feel so tired, whenever I’ll get home.

I should have blogged last Friday, cause a lot happened that day. I almost got into a car accident because of a stupid driver that day, and I heard that the managers of the store next door had a spat, throwing fishes (yeah, fish!) at each other, in front of so many people. It was hilarious, that I cracked up when I heard about that. If I had known that sooner, I would have rushed there, and took a video of it, then post it up on youtube. The thought was tempting, but lol, just imagining how it happened was so funny I can’t help not to laugh. xD

What else? ah. A woman came to the store last Friday as well, and caused quite a ruckus. Few minutes before we totally close the store, she came in with her kids, and demanded that we sell her a cake. After unlocking the door, she started to blah blah blah, can’t really remember what she said, but it’s around the lines of ‘you’re sign says close at 9, and it’s not even 9’ blah blah blah. Then I just said sorry, two times, I guess, to avoid an argument with her. Then she bought her cake, a Mango cake, then when she was paying at the counter, she started to say stuffs again, blah blah blah.. “I know everyone wants to go home early on a friday night, but we’re beating the time here”, blah blah. Yeah, right. Why would anyone even shop in the last minute?? Like five minutes before a store closes? That’s lame. No offense. I don’t even bother going to a store when they’re about to close, despite my cravings and urges to buy something. Good thing was, my co - worker was there, and he was nice to speak for me. Although I’m not really the reason why he did that, but eh.. It just felt nice, to actually have someone stand up for you.

Somehow, making this blog helped me unwind a little.. I don’t even feel tired anymore, as I did when I got home. I should probably make a post for my role - play, but man.. for the past few days, I started to feel tired of not doing anything aside from sitting in front of the computer. xD So today, I got myself a little thing to do, I bought a cross stitch! Starting today, I’ll be doing some cross stitch, and hopefully, I’ll be able to finish it. xD

My special day’s approaching real fast, as time flies by. Two weeks from now, I’ll be celebrating my 20th birthday. Yeah, I’ve been blessed for 20 years, and I’m very grateful for it. I have experienced a lot in my life for the past 19 years, learned a lot, and have yet to learn a lot! xD C.C’s quote from Code Geass stuck in my head, “It’s time to stop accumulating experiences, and start living.” I have seen a lot of memorable quotes from animes, shows and role - playing games, and then I realized.. that everything they say has a contradiction. What is life? It’s full of contradiction, or at least, that’s what I believe. And hey, am I still making sense? Or I really need to take a rest, because I’m starting to spout gibberish? xD lol. In any case, I’ll be turning 20 soon, no more ‘teen’ in my age. But hey, they’re just numbers, right? I’ll always stay a child at heart. :]

I still have a lot to say, but I’ll probably put it up on my next blog. The fatigue has caught up with me, and I really need to just lay down and relax. Until the next blog. :D

05/31 2010

My hands..

My hands are trembling at the moment, and they’re sweating a lot. This is what happens when I’m feeling anxious, and I really hate it. Why? Because I feel the moist whenever I’ll write off what happened, the reason as to why I’m feeling that way, on my journal. Whenever something unusual, or important happens to me, I always write it down or blog about it. Sometimes I keep the memory within myself, savoring every moment, be they be good or bad memories.

Today, something happened. It’s not that bad or anything, it just made me feel sad, though relieved at the same time. There is this one guy who I met online. He’s a cool dude, we chat with each other everyday. Then came one day, he told me he love me. I was flattered, because he said I make him feel so calm and peaceful whenever we get to talk. I enjoy talking to the guy as well, and everything was supposed to be perfect, until I got an idea of how he look. He didn’t turned out as the guy I expected him to be. And because of it, I avoided the guy for some time, making excuses and alibis, even going invisible to him on ym. I know it was rude, mean, bad, horrible or whatever you think it is. I know that myself, and I’m not afraid to admit my flaws and fault. But today, I finally told him not to expect anything from me. I don’t want him to feel like I’m leading him on. I don’t want him to do anything for me, when I’m not even sure myself of how I feel. Maybe there is a problem with him, but the main problem is me.

I know the feeling of wanting to be loved by the guy I like. I know the feeling of unrequited love. I’ve been there a few times before, honestly. And I know how it feels like to be rejected by the person I like. Now, I did the rejecting, which is ironic, really. Since the day I rejected the first guy who tried to court me before, and the guy who was such a jerk, I didn’t think that I would reject someone again. I feel really bad for rejecting them, but I’ll feel bad even more if I just lead them on. On the bright side, I feel relieved now, after letting those things off my chest.

05/22 2010

Ooh, my second post! This is just like writing an essay! xD oh well..   

I had been accustomed to watching tagalog movies for as long as I can remember. Not because I like watching them, but rather, I have no other choice before, granted that I grew up there. They’re not all that bad, but some of them used to go way overboard. Though some of them proved to be better than the rest, and some of them are better if you’re looking for a laugh time.   

I don’t hate them, but I don’t love them either. I’m not really fond of heavy dramas, i prefer a romantic comedy movie. (Hopeless romantic in the house :]) I know that a movie always has their own share of drama, and I have to admit, that drama is one of the most important element of a movie. Hey, even comedies have drama, right?   

I just watched a movie recently, and it’s about a man who is obese. He is is a chef, and he always chat to the woman of his dreams. To make the story short, the girl asked him to meet her, or else, she’ll stop talking to him. And of course, the guy agreed, though he was rather reluctant, because of his appearance. So, the two met in a restaurant, and things didn’t turned quite well. The guy was humiliated in front of so many people, and that resulted to him resigning on his job and very depressed. The girl moved out of the condo (because they live in the same condo building). Then the girl’s personal trainer offered the guy to help him lose some weight, blah blah.. you get the story. :]   

The thing is.. I just want to jot down the five things that the trainer said to lose some weight. Though I’m not just writing it down to lose weight, but rather, I’ll be using it for some other reasons. What reason?   

Writing stories.   

And hey, maybe you can use it as a guideline too!   

5 simple steps: 

  • Goal setting. 
  • Start today. 
  • No shortcuts. 
  • Find an inspiration. Motivate yourself. 
  • Be happy.
05/21 2010

what to post..?

okay. so i made a tumblr account, while waiting for my appointment with the dentist. i got here 15 minutes earlier, so now i have to wait. agh.. making a blog using a cellphone is kinda.. hard? though i have to admit that having a web plan is very convenient for me. crap. i should probably make a decent post next time i use this. :o